As another year comes to a close, I've been reflecting all day on what 2010 brought to our lives. I have SO MUCH to be thankful, yet I'm so grateful for another fresh start. For some reason, being able to "start over" gets me excited. I have come up with 5 goals that I want to accomplish in 2011, and I'll be framing those in my living room. I challenge you to not just come up with new goals, but to write them down; 90% of WRITTEN goals result in accomplishment. :)
After battling the nasty flu, Maya, Gabriel, and myself will be staying at home tonight. Hopefully, Sam will be able to join us just in the knick of time to give me a Happy New Year kiss. :) Those of you going out--be safe and stay warm. Those of you staying home--be safe and stay warm. Here's to an incredible 2011...Cheers!
From our hearts to yours,
Happy New Year!
12.31.2010
12.27.2010
Happy Birthday To My Sweet Pea
I can't believe my itsy-bitsy, alligator-rollin', 5-pounder is now a 4-year-old, tip-toein' 40 pounder! :) This child is somethin' else, let me tell ya. She is by far the most compassionate, sensitive little soul I've ever known. And in the blink of an eye, she can also be the most roughest, toughest cookie in town.
Thank you, Jesus, for blessing my life far beyond anything I could ever imagine with this beautiful, baby girl. I don't know what I would ever do without her. Please continue to keep her shielded in your loving arms, protected from all harm. Thank you for trusting me with her life, and revealing your love, mercy, and forgiveness in a precious bundle of joy on December 28, 2006. And when she's grown and we all are gone, we pray Your name she'll carry on. And by Your will, oh Lord let it be, that she'll live with us for Eternity. God, keep your hands upon my little Maya. Love and guide her. Jesus, walk beside her. Lord, keep your hands upon our little baby, our most precious gift from Above.
Happy birthday, happy birthday, how old are you, how old are you, light the candles on the cake, smear your name for good luck's sake, we want cake, we want cake!
Happy, happy birthday to my princess!
12.23.2010
Merry Christmas!
Dearest Family & Friends, near, far, & up above:
2010 is almost gone
We can't believe how fast time flies
So many things occured this year
Don't let your memories go by.
Play some Spoons and eat some goodies
Be sure to get a good laugh in
Then sit down and reflect awhile
On what a year that this has been.
Don't forget to say a prayer
To Him whose birth we celebrate
No other Life, no other Way
Will get us thru the Pearly Gate!
Continue to be strong in faith
And give thanks to our God above
Here's to you--our hearts to yours
For healthy blessings and big love!
Merry, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
All our love,
Sam, Sarah, Maya & Gus
2010 is almost gone
We can't believe how fast time flies
So many things occured this year
Don't let your memories go by.
Play some Spoons and eat some goodies
Be sure to get a good laugh in
Then sit down and reflect awhile
On what a year that this has been.
Don't forget to say a prayer
To Him whose birth we celebrate
No other Life, no other Way
Will get us thru the Pearly Gate!
Continue to be strong in faith
And give thanks to our God above
Here's to you--our hearts to yours
For healthy blessings and big love!
Merry, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
All our love,
Sam, Sarah, Maya & Gus
12.21.2010
Teary Eyes
Today I'm thankful for teary eyes. For the ones that kinda sneak up on you when nothing hurtful or sad has happened, but they just kinda end with a trickle down your cheek when something happy really hits your heart. You know exactly what I'm talking about.
I have many, many family, friends, and acquaintances who are trudging through personal struggles right now. Some are without a job and have no clue where their next meal is coming from. Others are overcoming the nasty flu. Old school buddies in for the fight of their lives against cancer attacking their babies. A friend dealing with the consequences of driving under the influence. Cousins remembering the anniversary of their dad dying last year on Christmas. Another cousin grieving the recent loss of his very sweet, precious little guy to a brain tumor. And me, just learning through another blog, that a special friend from high school will be spending her Christmas in the hospital with her oldest boy who has CF and is trying to fight off a lung infection while her husband keeps the younger boys at home.
All this sadness and heartache...and Christmas just keeps coming. The clock keeps ticking. No matter that people are hitting rock bottom. Stores continue advertising. Bells continue ringing. Songs continue playing. Life goes on. And for those tears, I'm thankful, as well. It's those tears that grow our faith and ripen our lives.
I know it's not Thursday, but I think it's a good day to ask anyway, what are you thankful for, today?
Lots of love,
Sarah
I have many, many family, friends, and acquaintances who are trudging through personal struggles right now. Some are without a job and have no clue where their next meal is coming from. Others are overcoming the nasty flu. Old school buddies in for the fight of their lives against cancer attacking their babies. A friend dealing with the consequences of driving under the influence. Cousins remembering the anniversary of their dad dying last year on Christmas. Another cousin grieving the recent loss of his very sweet, precious little guy to a brain tumor. And me, just learning through another blog, that a special friend from high school will be spending her Christmas in the hospital with her oldest boy who has CF and is trying to fight off a lung infection while her husband keeps the younger boys at home.
All this sadness and heartache...and Christmas just keeps coming. The clock keeps ticking. No matter that people are hitting rock bottom. Stores continue advertising. Bells continue ringing. Songs continue playing. Life goes on. And for those tears, I'm thankful, as well. It's those tears that grow our faith and ripen our lives.
I know it's not Thursday, but I think it's a good day to ask anyway, what are you thankful for, today?
Lots of love,
Sarah
12.18.2010
SANTA! SANTA'S COMING! I KNOW HIM! I KNOW HIM!
Preparing for another tradition tonight...our annual Elf Party! The older we get, the earlier we keep starting so we don't have to keep our eyelids peeled open at midnight. :) We'll be heading to my uncle's in about an hour to enjoy lots of fun, laughter and snacks as we watch Christmas Vacation and Elf. :)
Christmas is officially 1 week away!
Love to you all,
Sarah
Christmas is officially 1 week away!
Love to you all,
Sarah
12.17.2010
Keep Praying
Do y'all have holes in your knees, yet? :)
While your hustling and bustling with cooking, shopping, wrapping, and giving, please continue to think of my dear friends who just had their world rocked with the devastating news that their sweet baby girl has leukemia. I'm quite certain they never planned to be spending their baby's first Christmas in a hospital, watching her suffer the ramifications of chemotherapy.
Please add these families to your routine prayer list, as their painful journey is just beginning. Feel free to check in on their blog updates, and leave some encouraging words for them.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/paxtenpearson/journal/1
Merry Christmas,
Sarah
While your hustling and bustling with cooking, shopping, wrapping, and giving, please continue to think of my dear friends who just had their world rocked with the devastating news that their sweet baby girl has leukemia. I'm quite certain they never planned to be spending their baby's first Christmas in a hospital, watching her suffer the ramifications of chemotherapy.
Please add these families to your routine prayer list, as their painful journey is just beginning. Feel free to check in on their blog updates, and leave some encouraging words for them.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/paxtenpearson/journal/1
Merry Christmas,
Sarah
12.03.2010
Let the Traditions Begin!
#1: Popcorn Balls! :) Pics will be coming soon.
Hey, everyone. Hope you are well, today. As we rush through these holiday months, let's not forget to stop and be thankful that we still have our fun traditions to take part in--and all the family around to help! Please pray for those mamas and dadddys who are spending their first Christmas without their sweet baby girl or baby boy. I would imagine this is a devastating time for them.
Big Love,
Sarah
PS--I've added new pics to the slide show and some new music...so if you have a few minutes to spare, sit back, relax & enjoy! :)
Hey, everyone. Hope you are well, today. As we rush through these holiday months, let's not forget to stop and be thankful that we still have our fun traditions to take part in--and all the family around to help! Please pray for those mamas and dadddys who are spending their first Christmas without their sweet baby girl or baby boy. I would imagine this is a devastating time for them.
Big Love,
Sarah
PS--I've added new pics to the slide show and some new music...so if you have a few minutes to spare, sit back, relax & enjoy! :)
11.28.2010
Fun Fall Pics
Yes, Gus is missing from these pics...he fell asleep in the car. We will be doing a Christmas shoot very soon, so hopefully we can get a full family picture!
By the way, anybody wanting pictures taken, let us know. Sam will be booking up quickly, so reserve your date TODAY!!!
Love to all,
Sarah
By the way, anybody wanting pictures taken, let us know. Sam will be booking up quickly, so reserve your date TODAY!!!
Love to all,
Sarah
11.19.2010
WANTED: YOU
Some days are so much harder than others. Today is a day when I just feel like burying my face in my hands and bawling. I have. And I will probably do it some more. The shadows loom, the winds chill, darker and cooler than what bears on the rest of the world. And no matter how you try to distract yourself, reminders pop up like whack-a-moles. Diapers. Hitting himself in the head. Yelling. Kicking. Screaming. Sobbing. Oh, the list goes on and on. And on.
It’s my belief that we have to literally make a choice to stop that list before it melts us. To rise, to breathe, to act. Stephanie keeps waking up and keeps breathing even when the heart-wrenching pain is unbearable. I don’t know how she does it. Grace, I guess. It’s gotta be grace. The grace that lifts your head after suffering and whispers, “Keep going.” The grace that dries your face after you’ve cried a million liters. The grace that gets you through the daily meltdowns. It’s what raises their arms to hug their autistic child when he’s smeared a mess on the walls. And the only way to arrive at that point of grace is to barrel through. There is no bypass or alternative route. Does it mean bawling 100 times a day? If you need to. Or maybe it means singing a song or punching a bag or keeping Dominic’s picture on your wall or screaming your prayers to Jesus. The good, bad, ugly and holy. Whatever gets you through today, able to face tomorrow, and one day closer to Heaven.
To pull myself through the day, I research. For what? Anything. Words. Assistance. Programs. Funding. Stories. Hope. Hope that someday, my Little Lovey can say exactly what he wants to say when he wants to say it. Hope that someday, he will go 24 hours without a single meltdown, that he can understand why he can’t run in the road, that he doesn’t have to feel pain from the buzzing of a lightbulb or the texture of a food. Hope that until we find a cure, we can find acceptance. Acceptance at the grocery stores. Acceptance at Chile’s and DeFazio’s. Acceptance at school. Acceptance from society. So my research today led me to an overwhelming fact: tuition at Heartspring, the school that would appropriately meet the needs of Dominic, is $9,000 per month. Unfortunately, that’s not a typo. All the zeros are valid and the non-existent decimal is correct. Go ahead and say it with me…”WOW.” Sure, there is assistance—but, it’s based on low-income status, so the majority of middle-class families are declined.
The “specialists” say that autism inhibits an individual’s ability to look at others’ perspectives, or appreciate others’ feelings. But sometimes I wonder—exactly who has a problem looking at others’ perspectives, and who can’t appreciate others’ feelings? Dominic can. And that little boy has taught me far more than I learned writing a thesis in graduate school. Every time I see a scowl, he teaches me grace. Every time I read something pertaining to sensory issues & repetitive questioning, affirming that he has a developmental disorder, he teaches me compassion. Every day when he embraces a world that often mocks, scoffs, and scorns him, he teaches me unconditional love.
Dominic is getting older. He’s growing. He’s changing. He is recognizing things, and to be quite honest, I believe he knows he is different. And, it’s frustrating. Frustrating that he can’t say what he means. Frustrating that he can’t use the restroom. FRUSTRATING THAT I WANT TO HELP HIM SO BADLY THAT IT HURTS. I NEED RESOURCES. I NEED MONEY. I NEED SUPPORT AND ADVICE AND ENCOURAGEMENT TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET DOMINIC ALEXANDER VICTORY THE HELP HE NEEDS, THE EDUCATION HE DESERVES, AND THE STRENGTH TO NOT GIVE UP.
I don’t know who’s out there with the ability to research. I don’t know who has an artful mindset that could come up with a meaningful t-shirt design…or a mantra…or logo. I’m sure someone could carve out a website…write by-laws…work a booth…organize a Valley Center Idol contest…or go shopping at Anne’s Attic on a specific evening. I know we could totally run with this and look back on the $9,000 monthly-tuition-slap-in-the-face and celebrate for barreling through…and helping others barrel through, too.
But here’s my problem:
I can’t do this alone. I desperately need you to get on this wagon with me and be in to win it, too. I want to make it right for these children with autism…for the moms and dads…for the brothers and sisters. I want people to be aware and pay attention. Yes, I want to uncover the cause of autism; yes, I want to raise funds for research and education and respite care and medical expenses and therapy dogs; yes…Yes…YES!!! But, in the process, I want dignity and acceptance for those living it, NOW.
Are you in? Will you help? Will you pray? Will you fundraise? Will you consider emailing me, leaving a comment, calling me and saying, “I’ll handle the website.”? “I’m researching.” “Sarah, I’ve got a friend of a friend of a friend who could get us really good deals on t-shirts…” Or, “Sarah, I don’t have the opportunity to get on your wagon right now, but I’d like to give you some ‘gas’ money.”
I hope you will be a faithful family member, friend, and giver of your time, talent & treasure. This is a call for action. The nice words are loved and appreciated. But in the meantime, Stephanie and Dominic are still barreling through each day, and I’m done watching it all happen. It’s time to step up to the plate and join our hearts, hands and minds together. If we come together, share together, and work together, we can succeed together!
So we’re not giving up. How could we?! Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without his unfolding grace. These hard times are small potatoes compared to the coming good times, the lavish celebration prepared for us. There’s far more here than meets the eye. The things we see now are here today, gone tomorrow. But the things we can’t see now will last forever. 2 Corinthians 4:16-18
Waiting to hear from you,
Sarah
It’s my belief that we have to literally make a choice to stop that list before it melts us. To rise, to breathe, to act. Stephanie keeps waking up and keeps breathing even when the heart-wrenching pain is unbearable. I don’t know how she does it. Grace, I guess. It’s gotta be grace. The grace that lifts your head after suffering and whispers, “Keep going.” The grace that dries your face after you’ve cried a million liters. The grace that gets you through the daily meltdowns. It’s what raises their arms to hug their autistic child when he’s smeared a mess on the walls. And the only way to arrive at that point of grace is to barrel through. There is no bypass or alternative route. Does it mean bawling 100 times a day? If you need to. Or maybe it means singing a song or punching a bag or keeping Dominic’s picture on your wall or screaming your prayers to Jesus. The good, bad, ugly and holy. Whatever gets you through today, able to face tomorrow, and one day closer to Heaven.
To pull myself through the day, I research. For what? Anything. Words. Assistance. Programs. Funding. Stories. Hope. Hope that someday, my Little Lovey can say exactly what he wants to say when he wants to say it. Hope that someday, he will go 24 hours without a single meltdown, that he can understand why he can’t run in the road, that he doesn’t have to feel pain from the buzzing of a lightbulb or the texture of a food. Hope that until we find a cure, we can find acceptance. Acceptance at the grocery stores. Acceptance at Chile’s and DeFazio’s. Acceptance at school. Acceptance from society. So my research today led me to an overwhelming fact: tuition at Heartspring, the school that would appropriately meet the needs of Dominic, is $9,000 per month. Unfortunately, that’s not a typo. All the zeros are valid and the non-existent decimal is correct. Go ahead and say it with me…”WOW.” Sure, there is assistance—but, it’s based on low-income status, so the majority of middle-class families are declined.
The “specialists” say that autism inhibits an individual’s ability to look at others’ perspectives, or appreciate others’ feelings. But sometimes I wonder—exactly who has a problem looking at others’ perspectives, and who can’t appreciate others’ feelings? Dominic can. And that little boy has taught me far more than I learned writing a thesis in graduate school. Every time I see a scowl, he teaches me grace. Every time I read something pertaining to sensory issues & repetitive questioning, affirming that he has a developmental disorder, he teaches me compassion. Every day when he embraces a world that often mocks, scoffs, and scorns him, he teaches me unconditional love.
Dominic is getting older. He’s growing. He’s changing. He is recognizing things, and to be quite honest, I believe he knows he is different. And, it’s frustrating. Frustrating that he can’t say what he means. Frustrating that he can’t use the restroom. FRUSTRATING THAT I WANT TO HELP HIM SO BADLY THAT IT HURTS. I NEED RESOURCES. I NEED MONEY. I NEED SUPPORT AND ADVICE AND ENCOURAGEMENT TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET DOMINIC ALEXANDER VICTORY THE HELP HE NEEDS, THE EDUCATION HE DESERVES, AND THE STRENGTH TO NOT GIVE UP.
I don’t know who’s out there with the ability to research. I don’t know who has an artful mindset that could come up with a meaningful t-shirt design…or a mantra…or logo. I’m sure someone could carve out a website…write by-laws…work a booth…organize a Valley Center Idol contest…or go shopping at Anne’s Attic on a specific evening. I know we could totally run with this and look back on the $9,000 monthly-tuition-slap-in-the-face and celebrate for barreling through…and helping others barrel through, too.
But here’s my problem:
I can’t do this alone. I desperately need you to get on this wagon with me and be in to win it, too. I want to make it right for these children with autism…for the moms and dads…for the brothers and sisters. I want people to be aware and pay attention. Yes, I want to uncover the cause of autism; yes, I want to raise funds for research and education and respite care and medical expenses and therapy dogs; yes…Yes…YES!!! But, in the process, I want dignity and acceptance for those living it, NOW.
Are you in? Will you help? Will you pray? Will you fundraise? Will you consider emailing me, leaving a comment, calling me and saying, “I’ll handle the website.”? “I’m researching.” “Sarah, I’ve got a friend of a friend of a friend who could get us really good deals on t-shirts…” Or, “Sarah, I don’t have the opportunity to get on your wagon right now, but I’d like to give you some ‘gas’ money.”
I hope you will be a faithful family member, friend, and giver of your time, talent & treasure. This is a call for action. The nice words are loved and appreciated. But in the meantime, Stephanie and Dominic are still barreling through each day, and I’m done watching it all happen. It’s time to step up to the plate and join our hearts, hands and minds together. If we come together, share together, and work together, we can succeed together!
So we’re not giving up. How could we?! Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without his unfolding grace. These hard times are small potatoes compared to the coming good times, the lavish celebration prepared for us. There’s far more here than meets the eye. The things we see now are here today, gone tomorrow. But the things we can’t see now will last forever. 2 Corinthians 4:16-18
Waiting to hear from you,
Sarah
11.04.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful for my job teaching at the college. I absolutely LOVE it!
I'm also thankful for my family and friends who supported me through college, especially when I felt like giving up!
What are you thankful for, today?
Here are a few pics for those of you who haven't already seen them.
Big Love,
Sarah
10.22.2010
Chimp Poop
Two weeks ago I had a super fun weekend with my mom and a few girlfriends at a Women's Retreat. It was very busy since I had a craft booth set up, but it was well worth the time! (Oh by the way, this has the potential of being a long post...just a warning.) I certainly don't want to forget some of the things that really hit home with me so I want to post them here for myself...and for anyone else who may need some good reminders.
Friday evening and Saturday morning I attended the retreat at the Airport Hilton. I was somewhat bummed out over the food--I discovered that I'm NOT a fan of apple chicken chutney! The music was bearable, and the guest speaker was phenomenal. I had the privilege of hearing her preach a few years ago so I had high expectations, and I certainly didn't leave disappointed. Susie's lat session was by far, my favorite, probably for 2 reasons: first, she had my attention from the get-go when she started speaking about my favorite part of the zoo--the chimpanzees! :) Secondly, she talked about one of the best things in the world--poop! :) lol Okay, okay, not so much...I guess when I really think about it, Chris is probably the only person I know who likes to talk about poop. ;)
So I found out that Susie and I have something in common...we both LOVE monkeys. :) Similar t Susie, I remember putting a pet monkey at the top of my Christmas list for SEVERAL consecutive years back when I was enamored by the cute, cuddly, charming chimps. I could totally picture myself playing in the backyard with him, shooting hoops, swinging, or sitting on the porch while school kids passed by. I would LOVE to go for walks with him, and have my very own "best friend" to take everywhere I went.
And then...you hear the horror stories. And we're reminded every time we go visit the zoo that these funny, entertaining creatures are NOT so nice to be around, nor are they too keen on company--they will defecate in their hands and intentionally throw the poop into the face of someone they do not like. Even worse, is Charla Nash, the Connecticut lady who appeared on Oprah after being mauled and shredded to pieces and left without a face, by a 200-pound chimp. YIKES.
It's in those instances when "your home has now become an extremely volatile environment, in which the forbidden thing you love wants nothing more than to kill you."
Susie went on to say that just like a cute chimp can kill, cute sin wil destroy us. Satan absolutely hates me, and he wants nothing more than to take me straight to Hell with him. Satan comes as a thief in the night, and before I even realize what I'm doing, I'll be asking myself, "How did I end up in this pile of chimp poop?!" It happens...one little dropping at a time. (Gross, yes, but sin is gross. It stinks. It should churn our stomachs, just like chimp poop!)
Susie gave us a battle plan for the chimp fight of our lives.
1. We must realize that it's okay to be different. We were not designed to "fit in" this world; it is not our home!
2. We have to dress for battle and literally wear the armor of God. We are in a WAR! We must pray and establish accountability. We cannot become desensitized to the stink of chimp poop! The dirty website...chimp poop! Flirting with the married man in the office at work...chimp poop! Lies...chimp poop! Gay marriage...it's chimp poop. Gossip...chimp poop. Negativity...chimp poop. Bitterness...chimp poop. Losing sight of the TRUTH--that there is a HELL to shun--simply wanting our congregations to "feel good"...it's all CHIMP POOP!!!
3. Finally, we must keep a clean cage. Search me, God, and know my heart.
Don't get chimp poop thrown in your face. Sin is chimp poop...
and it will kill you.
Needing a shower now,
Sarah
Friday evening and Saturday morning I attended the retreat at the Airport Hilton. I was somewhat bummed out over the food--I discovered that I'm NOT a fan of apple chicken chutney! The music was bearable, and the guest speaker was phenomenal. I had the privilege of hearing her preach a few years ago so I had high expectations, and I certainly didn't leave disappointed. Susie's lat session was by far, my favorite, probably for 2 reasons: first, she had my attention from the get-go when she started speaking about my favorite part of the zoo--the chimpanzees! :) Secondly, she talked about one of the best things in the world--poop! :) lol Okay, okay, not so much...I guess when I really think about it, Chris is probably the only person I know who likes to talk about poop. ;)
So I found out that Susie and I have something in common...we both LOVE monkeys. :) Similar t Susie, I remember putting a pet monkey at the top of my Christmas list for SEVERAL consecutive years back when I was enamored by the cute, cuddly, charming chimps. I could totally picture myself playing in the backyard with him, shooting hoops, swinging, or sitting on the porch while school kids passed by. I would LOVE to go for walks with him, and have my very own "best friend" to take everywhere I went.
And then...you hear the horror stories. And we're reminded every time we go visit the zoo that these funny, entertaining creatures are NOT so nice to be around, nor are they too keen on company--they will defecate in their hands and intentionally throw the poop into the face of someone they do not like. Even worse, is Charla Nash, the Connecticut lady who appeared on Oprah after being mauled and shredded to pieces and left without a face, by a 200-pound chimp. YIKES.
It's in those instances when "your home has now become an extremely volatile environment, in which the forbidden thing you love wants nothing more than to kill you."
Susie went on to say that just like a cute chimp can kill, cute sin wil destroy us. Satan absolutely hates me, and he wants nothing more than to take me straight to Hell with him. Satan comes as a thief in the night, and before I even realize what I'm doing, I'll be asking myself, "How did I end up in this pile of chimp poop?!" It happens...one little dropping at a time. (Gross, yes, but sin is gross. It stinks. It should churn our stomachs, just like chimp poop!)
Susie gave us a battle plan for the chimp fight of our lives.
1. We must realize that it's okay to be different. We were not designed to "fit in" this world; it is not our home!
2. We have to dress for battle and literally wear the armor of God. We are in a WAR! We must pray and establish accountability. We cannot become desensitized to the stink of chimp poop! The dirty website...chimp poop! Flirting with the married man in the office at work...chimp poop! Lies...chimp poop! Gay marriage...it's chimp poop. Gossip...chimp poop. Negativity...chimp poop. Bitterness...chimp poop. Losing sight of the TRUTH--that there is a HELL to shun--simply wanting our congregations to "feel good"...it's all CHIMP POOP!!!
3. Finally, we must keep a clean cage. Search me, God, and know my heart.
Don't get chimp poop thrown in your face. Sin is chimp poop...
and it will kill you.
Needing a shower now,
Sarah
10.17.2010
Punkin' Patch 2010
Howdy! Hope you've all had a nice, relaxing weekend! Ours was fun, but rather busy, getting the house in order and unpacking the last few boxes...and going to the pumpkin patch!!! :)
Here are a few pics of the monkeys. Carving pics soon to follow. :)
Big Love,
Sarah
Here are a few pics of the monkeys. Carving pics soon to follow. :)
Big Love,
Sarah
10.14.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful for autumn. I'm thankful for cool air, orange pumpkins, red leaves, and hot cider.
What are you thankful for, today?
What are you thankful for, today?
10.08.2010
So Big
Can't believe my sweet, tiny little girl isn't so little any more. She's a (fastly) growing, smart little girl and I'm truly learning just how fast time can fly. Literally. I have been slacking on pictures lately, so here are a few I wanted to post from Maya's very first day of preschool.
9.06.2010
On the Road Again
Happy Labor Day to all of you from all of us as we drive thru Olathe, KS! We're currently on our way home from Sedalia, MO where we spent the weekend with our very special friends! We had a great, relaxing (as relaxing as you can get with toddlers lol) time with LOTS of goofiness, laughter, and fun. Exactly what a three-day weekend should be, right?! :)
Hope you all are doing well. I will update soon about our trip with some pics!
Big Love,
Sarah
Hope you all are doing well. I will update soon about our trip with some pics!
Big Love,
Sarah
8.27.2010
Thank you, Jesus!
Howdy, everyone! Just came in from outside...the cool is back to hot. ugh! I'm more ready for Fall than I was ready for a baby at 38 weeks. :) Now THAT'S a comparison! lol
Lots of fun things coming up in the weeks ahead. One of those things...Maya starts preschool next week! I was so excited...until we had Open House last night...and it didn't go so well lol. However, she hadn't had a nap so she was EXTRA cranky, EXTRA mean, and EXTRA tearful...which didn't make it any easier for mama, of course. So I'm hoping that she'll be in a better frame of mind when I drop her off next week. Please keep us in your prayers. I know it may seem like something trivial to ask prayer for, but at their age, it can be very stressful. (Not to mention I'm probably gonna be bawlin' like a big baby lol)
While we were at the preschool last night, in walked a teacher from the Middle School who I used to work with when I taught ESL. She just lost her husband about 2 weeks ago in a tragic car accident; I heard the night prior to the accident, he was proudly videotaping his sweet babies in their VBS program at church. I just can't imagine. Here one minute, gone the next. And there his wife was, with her happy face on, being as strong as she could be for her little girl. I can't fathom how she felt, being there alone, when I'm sure it was an event she had planned on attending WITH her husband. And the sweet, red-haired, blue-eyed, little girl...beginning a new chapter in life...and most likely, painfully missing her daddy, wishing he was there with her. I'll be honest. I couldn't do it. But somewhere, somehow, they are finding the strength to keep going. Please hold this family in your prayers, too.
On a lighter note, I am thanking God for the work he continues to perform in Dominic's life. Guess what?! My little lovey-lovey honey-honey can spell "Dom!" lol He'll say, "Aunt Sarah, ask him!" So I'll ask, "Nicky, how do you spell Dom?" He uses a few seconds of silence to build the excitement then he screams, "D- O- M!!!!!!!!!!!!" LOL It's so awesome to watch him grow. He's been having a few disciplinary issues at the new school, but hopefully he will adjust soon. They've already learned that using the big overhead projector sends him into melt-down mode. So they've started giving his para his own copy so she can work with him at his desk and he doesn't have to look at the big screen. At this time, we aren't able to determine if his vision plays a factor into this...but, with already having 4 eye surgeries, it wouldn't surprise us if that's why he doesn't like it. Another special guy to KEEP praying for!!!
Tomorrow, Sam and I are venturing out to my 10-year high school reunion. YIKES! Talk about a slap in the face to make ya feel old...and the sporadic gray hairs aren't helping! :) I'm hoping it will be a fun evening of laughing, memories, and REST...Mom & Dad are keeping the kiddos overnight so maybe, after 4 years, we'll actually get 8 consecutive hours of sleep! :)
Hoping you're all well. Hoping you're thankful. Hoping you'll leave a comment. ;)
Big Love,
Sarah
Lots of fun things coming up in the weeks ahead. One of those things...Maya starts preschool next week! I was so excited...until we had Open House last night...and it didn't go so well lol. However, she hadn't had a nap so she was EXTRA cranky, EXTRA mean, and EXTRA tearful...which didn't make it any easier for mama, of course. So I'm hoping that she'll be in a better frame of mind when I drop her off next week. Please keep us in your prayers. I know it may seem like something trivial to ask prayer for, but at their age, it can be very stressful. (Not to mention I'm probably gonna be bawlin' like a big baby lol)
While we were at the preschool last night, in walked a teacher from the Middle School who I used to work with when I taught ESL. She just lost her husband about 2 weeks ago in a tragic car accident; I heard the night prior to the accident, he was proudly videotaping his sweet babies in their VBS program at church. I just can't imagine. Here one minute, gone the next. And there his wife was, with her happy face on, being as strong as she could be for her little girl. I can't fathom how she felt, being there alone, when I'm sure it was an event she had planned on attending WITH her husband. And the sweet, red-haired, blue-eyed, little girl...beginning a new chapter in life...and most likely, painfully missing her daddy, wishing he was there with her. I'll be honest. I couldn't do it. But somewhere, somehow, they are finding the strength to keep going. Please hold this family in your prayers, too.
On a lighter note, I am thanking God for the work he continues to perform in Dominic's life. Guess what?! My little lovey-lovey honey-honey can spell "Dom!" lol He'll say, "Aunt Sarah, ask him!" So I'll ask, "Nicky, how do you spell Dom?" He uses a few seconds of silence to build the excitement then he screams, "D- O- M!!!!!!!!!!!!" LOL It's so awesome to watch him grow. He's been having a few disciplinary issues at the new school, but hopefully he will adjust soon. They've already learned that using the big overhead projector sends him into melt-down mode. So they've started giving his para his own copy so she can work with him at his desk and he doesn't have to look at the big screen. At this time, we aren't able to determine if his vision plays a factor into this...but, with already having 4 eye surgeries, it wouldn't surprise us if that's why he doesn't like it. Another special guy to KEEP praying for!!!
Tomorrow, Sam and I are venturing out to my 10-year high school reunion. YIKES! Talk about a slap in the face to make ya feel old...and the sporadic gray hairs aren't helping! :) I'm hoping it will be a fun evening of laughing, memories, and REST...Mom & Dad are keeping the kiddos overnight so maybe, after 4 years, we'll actually get 8 consecutive hours of sleep! :)
Hoping you're all well. Hoping you're thankful. Hoping you'll leave a comment. ;)
Big Love,
Sarah
8.15.2010
New Slide Show!!!
Hey everyone, I finally got Sam to sit down long enough to help me load up some new pics! I've been quietly reminiscing my days at the hospital with the kids, and I never posted any of the pics with Gus so I've added a few in there. Chill out for a few, enjoy the music, and enjoy the show! And, if you REALLY wanna make my day, leave me a stinkin' comment so I know at least SOMEONE still reads my ramblings! (Don't force me to take roll call.) :)
Big Love,
Sarah
Big Love,
Sarah
8.14.2010
Woohoo, it's Saturday!!!
Boy, does it feel good to have a Saturday with absolutely NOTHING planned! :) I'm beginning to really treasure my time off on the weekends now that every minute is planned and scheduled during the week. It has certainly helped us all to get on a regular schedule, but it's sure nice just to know that if I feel like getting up and going somewhere I can go...or if I wanna just sit here n veg at home, I can do that, too.
Sam is going back to his regular shift instead of 10 hour days; we'll miss the OT pay, it will help us all to have him get a few extra zzz's. :)
I'm going to try to get my slideshow updated with some new pics and make a few other minor changes...I know I haven't been on top of things, lately and it's time to refresh! :)
Hope you all are well!
Big Love,
Sarah
Sam is going back to his regular shift instead of 10 hour days; we'll miss the OT pay, it will help us all to have him get a few extra zzz's. :)
I'm going to try to get my slideshow updated with some new pics and make a few other minor changes...I know I haven't been on top of things, lately and it's time to refresh! :)
Hope you all are well!
Big Love,
Sarah
7.18.2010
I'm Ready for Winter!
Hi, everyone. Just a quick update here. I'm at my grandma's getting some work done for church tonight, and Sam is upstairs w Maya & Gus...so not much time for chit chat! lol
Work is great. The boss has been on vacation these last two weeks, so tomorrow will officially be the "real deal"...I'm hoping it won't change my opinion. :)
Getting up at 5 a.m. is a killer. On all of us. The kids are having a bit of a hard time adjusting to this new schedule, but hopefully by the time school starts, it will be our new "normal." I have been car-pooling with my Dad...that's a trip lol...and since our van broke down on the way to church this a.m., I will probably keep riding along with him as long as my nerves can stand it! ;)
I'm hoping that maybe by Friday we will be able to have our Internet service restored, so I will be able to blog again on a regular basis. Thanks so much for all of your prayers and support over these past few LONG weeks! :)
We love you all and hope to hear from you!!!!!
Big Love,
Sarah
Work is great. The boss has been on vacation these last two weeks, so tomorrow will officially be the "real deal"...I'm hoping it won't change my opinion. :)
Getting up at 5 a.m. is a killer. On all of us. The kids are having a bit of a hard time adjusting to this new schedule, but hopefully by the time school starts, it will be our new "normal." I have been car-pooling with my Dad...that's a trip lol...and since our van broke down on the way to church this a.m., I will probably keep riding along with him as long as my nerves can stand it! ;)
I'm hoping that maybe by Friday we will be able to have our Internet service restored, so I will be able to blog again on a regular basis. Thanks so much for all of your prayers and support over these past few LONG weeks! :)
We love you all and hope to hear from you!!!!!
Big Love,
Sarah
7.03.2010
Happy 4th!
Been a long, long, LONG, STRESSFUL week! Wishing you all a very happy and safe 4th of July. We will NOT be traveling to PA...but spending LOTS of family time right here at home.
Lots of love to you all,
Sarah
Lots of love to you all,
Sarah
6.25.2010
Tired & Blessed
Hey. Sorry I've been a slackin' blogger, lately. We have had way too much going on! Lots of events--birthdays, baby showers, get-togethers, all that HOT, fun, summer stuff.
I'm not going to elaborate, but I do want to mention that Sam and I are extremely grateful to a very special couple for their assistance this week. We love you guys beyond words.
So...what's new? Gabriel is talkin' like crazy these days. His favorite question is, "Why?" lol..."But, why, Mama?" So sweet. Maya is crazier than ever...and has recently discovered how much fun it is to lay in the pool and splash with Dominic, rather than getting mad at him and running away lol. Sam is workin' his butt off, getting lots of MUCH NEEDED overtime. Super sad that we don't have the funds to get the girls this year. If anyone has an extra $600 just layin around, he would GLADLY utilize it for you with a trip to get the twins! lol And me...I finally got a job this week...a MAJOR answer to prayer.
I discovered a new pasttime yesterday...it is absolutely hysterical to sit and watch people go through metal detectors! :) People come up with all sorts of funny ways to walk through those things...and the funniest part is that it doesn't matter what they do, it STILL buzzes rofl...and the facial expressions are priceless. Try it out sometime.
Okay, I'm gonna get back to my rugrats. I will update when I can...we are down to 1 cell phone and no internet at home. Love you all, and I hope to get some little short blurbs called "comments"...maybe?...please? lol
S
I'm not going to elaborate, but I do want to mention that Sam and I are extremely grateful to a very special couple for their assistance this week. We love you guys beyond words.
So...what's new? Gabriel is talkin' like crazy these days. His favorite question is, "Why?" lol..."But, why, Mama?" So sweet. Maya is crazier than ever...and has recently discovered how much fun it is to lay in the pool and splash with Dominic, rather than getting mad at him and running away lol. Sam is workin' his butt off, getting lots of MUCH NEEDED overtime. Super sad that we don't have the funds to get the girls this year. If anyone has an extra $600 just layin around, he would GLADLY utilize it for you with a trip to get the twins! lol And me...I finally got a job this week...a MAJOR answer to prayer.
I discovered a new pasttime yesterday...it is absolutely hysterical to sit and watch people go through metal detectors! :) People come up with all sorts of funny ways to walk through those things...and the funniest part is that it doesn't matter what they do, it STILL buzzes rofl...and the facial expressions are priceless. Try it out sometime.
Okay, I'm gonna get back to my rugrats. I will update when I can...we are down to 1 cell phone and no internet at home. Love you all, and I hope to get some little short blurbs called "comments"...maybe?...please? lol
S
6.18.2010
90 years old and still bowling!
A very exciting and happy day for all of us tomorrow, as we will be celebrating Grandma Victory's 90th birthday! We had fun last night at Wichita State, celebrating Brad's 64th birthday...and yes, Grandma sported some stylin' bowling shoes and hit the lanes! (No worries...Sam and Dad were close by for tight grip lol)
Anyways, please keep her in your thoughts and prayers tomorrow and she celebrates her big day with lots of family and friends!
Big Love,
Sarah
6.10.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful for kindness. I'm thankful for people who don't just say, "hmmm...there's someone with a stalled car...I wonder if they need help?", but they actually stop and ask. Not only do they stop and ask, but they get out (in pouring down rain), crawl on the ground, and change a tire...kindness.
I'm thankful that I was hit in the eye with a rubberband last night just when I was about to lose my temper...and the person who hit me is one of my closest, goofiest friends, so I couldn't do anything but laugh. :)
I'm thankful that I had an interview yesterday, and I have another one approaching in the next few hours.
I'm thankful for WIC, as sometimes those are the only groceries to be found in our household. :)
What are you thankful for, today?
I'm thankful that I was hit in the eye with a rubberband last night just when I was about to lose my temper...and the person who hit me is one of my closest, goofiest friends, so I couldn't do anything but laugh. :)
I'm thankful that I had an interview yesterday, and I have another one approaching in the next few hours.
I'm thankful for WIC, as sometimes those are the only groceries to be found in our household. :)
What are you thankful for, today?
6.06.2010
Chillin'
Havin' a nice, relaxing end to our weekend tonight with good friends, Cindy n Chubby. :)
Hope you all are well. Shannon--thanks for coming to be my friend today. Glad I can say I have 1 true pal! ;)
Sam...awesome sermon tonight. Love you like crazy.
Big week ahead...VBS! Please pray for our workers and children as they explore the depths of Jesus' love. :)
~Sarah
Hope you all are well. Shannon--thanks for coming to be my friend today. Glad I can say I have 1 true pal! ;)
Sam...awesome sermon tonight. Love you like crazy.
Big week ahead...VBS! Please pray for our workers and children as they explore the depths of Jesus' love. :)
~Sarah
6.03.2010
Sleepless
Hey...if You're having a good laugh at my inpatience, please stop at any time. I've been awake for hours now, as You are so well aware. The craving of xanax is lingering...but I know You're the source of my strength, so pull me outta this pit, will Ya? I was tempted to look in my purse, but I heard you quietly speak, "Sarah...I'm not in your purse...I'm right here." Stress is creeping in...almost suffocating, and I can't rest. I am ready for a job, so please feel free to send one this way any time...please? The bills keep rollin' and my nerves keep tinglin'. I'm hurtin' for my babies. I just want 'em to have enough. Enough love. Enough hope. Enough drive to do better than Mama. Enough of You. Be ever so close to Sam. That man is amazing. Crazy for putting up with me, yes, but nothing short of amazing. Please equip him with whatever it takes to provide for our babies. Please. Be ever so close to me today, as I keep the kids at Jenny's, as I drive, as I workout, as I give the kids their baths, as I spend some time with Sam...I need You. I want You. And, as much as I'm yearning for a restful vacation right now, a load of work would be fabulous. Love You. I'll talk to You in a few...
6.01.2010
Chase on, Matt
Sickening. Sad. Tragic. Heartbreaking. Breathtaking. Painful. Distressing. Grievous. Sharp. Unfortunate.
My attention and solitude is directed to the Hughes family this morning as the service is beginning to remember Matt. The words aren't coming to express how sad I am for the family...for his wife, precious little boys, mama, and sister...it just literally makes me ill to think...
I remember his huge smile at 6:30 a.m. when we'd be watching the smurfs. Memories.
And, you may know of his huge smile too, watching him do what he loved on The Storm Chasers.
Here is a tribute to Matt and his family. Please keep them close in your hearts and remembered in your prayers.
My attention and solitude is directed to the Hughes family this morning as the service is beginning to remember Matt. The words aren't coming to express how sad I am for the family...for his wife, precious little boys, mama, and sister...it just literally makes me ill to think...
I remember his huge smile at 6:30 a.m. when we'd be watching the smurfs. Memories.
And, you may know of his huge smile too, watching him do what he loved on The Storm Chasers.
Here is a tribute to Matt and his family. Please keep them close in your hearts and remembered in your prayers.
5.31.2010
5.27.2010
Thankful Thursday
As promised, here are some birthday pics!
You cannot be grateful and bitter.
You cannot be grateful and unhappy.
You cannot be grateful and without hope.
You cannot be grateful and unloving.
So just be grateful.
What are you grateful for?
Big Love,
Sarah
You cannot be grateful and bitter.
You cannot be grateful and unhappy.
You cannot be grateful and without hope.
You cannot be grateful and unloving.
So just be grateful.
What are you grateful for?
Big Love,
Sarah
5.26.2010
Gabriel's 2nd Birthday
We had such a fun day last Friday! For lunch, we (Nana & myself) took Gus, Maya, Dom, and Grady to McDonald's. Gabriel's very best friend met us there (Papa, of course)! Then, we had a big party that evening. Gabriel shares his birthday with my godmother and his godmother, Aunt Amy. She was so excited about having a Shrek birthday cake! ;) Gabriel raked in on gifts...lots of toys, and 14 new outfits for the summer! Yes, my family is AWESOME. I am so happy that MY family supports us so much and helps Sam and I raise these sweet babies. (Not to mention how much they supported Sam on his birthday last Wednesday...he got some moolah and raked in on gift cards!) So, lemme just say it one more time so y'all will understand...MY FAMILY ROCKS!!!!!!!
On Saturday, we took Gus and Maya to the movie theatre for the first time, and they did GREAT! Nana, Papa, Grady, Carmen, Aaron, Nathan, and the 4 of us ventured out to see Shrek 4, and I am so glad we went. We had a great time, and it was a fabulous show. Gabriel even stayed awake for the majority of the movie, so I was impressed; and Maya...well, she was Maya...sittin on the edge of her seat, clapping, gasping, laughing, and just being her cute, animated self as she watched Shrek, Fiona, Donkey, and Puss n Boots. :)
Okay, so I've been tryin to post some pics but apparently I'm having some technical issues, so pics will come asap.
Love you all,
Sarah
On Saturday, we took Gus and Maya to the movie theatre for the first time, and they did GREAT! Nana, Papa, Grady, Carmen, Aaron, Nathan, and the 4 of us ventured out to see Shrek 4, and I am so glad we went. We had a great time, and it was a fabulous show. Gabriel even stayed awake for the majority of the movie, so I was impressed; and Maya...well, she was Maya...sittin on the edge of her seat, clapping, gasping, laughing, and just being her cute, animated self as she watched Shrek, Fiona, Donkey, and Puss n Boots. :)
Okay, so I've been tryin to post some pics but apparently I'm having some technical issues, so pics will come asap.
Love you all,
Sarah
5.19.2010
33...dang!!!
oooooh we jus get closer, I fall in love all over, ev'ry time I look at you...I don't know where i'd be without you here with me, life with you makes perfect sense, you're my best friend...
lol
SL~
Love you like crazy. Hope you've had the best birthday ever. :)
LOL,
SJ
lol
SL~
Love you like crazy. Hope you've had the best birthday ever. :)
LOL,
SJ
5.17.2010
My Beautiful Babies
A week ago today I was extremely sick with a migraine, the weather being the culprit. It was one of the worst ones I've ever had, and I didn't think it would ever go away. My stomach wasn't cooperating, and as a result, I "lost" 3 of my migraine pills...had my head not been pounding, I probably would have attempted to salvage them lol. For those of you unfamiliar with migraine medicine, I get 6 pills for $90. No generics.
Now, I know that my babies are awesome. And, I know that because I'm the mama, I probably tend to be somewhat biased in my opinions of their knowledge and excellence. BUT...let me just tell you...I have THE MOST AMAZING, SMART, SWEET, CARING, LOVING, AND COMPASSIONATE BABIES IN THE WORLD.
While I was throwing up in the bathroom, Gus brought me a new ice pack...which Maya had gotten out of the freezer by herself with a kitchen chair. They both followed me back into the bedroom where Maya proceeded to rub my head, as she has learned to do by observing my mom and Sam. When I finally realized that the migraine was causing a situation of role reversal, I knew it was time to call Mom to come pick all of us up so the kids could at least have a somewhat 'normal' day.
There was no way I could get them ready to go...every piece of light and sound just made me want to puke, so I was doing my best to be as still and quiet as possible. I made it out to the living room, sat on the ottoman, and waited for Mom to pull up. A few minutes passed, and out came Maya from her bedroom...completely dressed--clean undies, shirt, shorts, socks and shoes...AND they all matched!!! lol If that wasn't enough to bring a smile to my face and heart, she then began dressing Gabriel. Not even just dressing him, though. She changed his diaper. She took off the onesie he slept in, put on a clean one, and finished with his shorts, socks and boots.
Absolutely precious.
Aren't children just awesome? And, isn't it just absolutely amazing how God knows exactly what we need? I remember being in tears when I found out I was having a boy...I sooo wanted Maya to have a sister. Thank goodness that His foolishness is wiser than my wisdom!!! I don't know what I would do without them in my life.
I hope you enjoy the pics.
Love you,
Sarah
Now, I know that my babies are awesome. And, I know that because I'm the mama, I probably tend to be somewhat biased in my opinions of their knowledge and excellence. BUT...let me just tell you...I have THE MOST AMAZING, SMART, SWEET, CARING, LOVING, AND COMPASSIONATE BABIES IN THE WORLD.
While I was throwing up in the bathroom, Gus brought me a new ice pack...which Maya had gotten out of the freezer by herself with a kitchen chair. They both followed me back into the bedroom where Maya proceeded to rub my head, as she has learned to do by observing my mom and Sam. When I finally realized that the migraine was causing a situation of role reversal, I knew it was time to call Mom to come pick all of us up so the kids could at least have a somewhat 'normal' day.
There was no way I could get them ready to go...every piece of light and sound just made me want to puke, so I was doing my best to be as still and quiet as possible. I made it out to the living room, sat on the ottoman, and waited for Mom to pull up. A few minutes passed, and out came Maya from her bedroom...completely dressed--clean undies, shirt, shorts, socks and shoes...AND they all matched!!! lol If that wasn't enough to bring a smile to my face and heart, she then began dressing Gabriel. Not even just dressing him, though. She changed his diaper. She took off the onesie he slept in, put on a clean one, and finished with his shorts, socks and boots.
Absolutely precious.
Aren't children just awesome? And, isn't it just absolutely amazing how God knows exactly what we need? I remember being in tears when I found out I was having a boy...I sooo wanted Maya to have a sister. Thank goodness that His foolishness is wiser than my wisdom!!! I don't know what I would do without them in my life.
I hope you enjoy the pics.
Love you,
Sarah
5.13.2010
Thankful Thursday
Man, this has been one looooooooong week. And, I am so thankful that in the midst of it all, there is one constant factor: the Jesus factor. Where in the world would I be without Him?!
As I mentioned earlier this week, we had revival, and while it wasn't a shoutin', jumpin', hollerin' shindig, it WAS a quiet, peaceful, necessary time of restoration and...revival. :) I don't think it could have been scheduled for any better time, as rough of a week as this was for me, and I'm so thankful that I had something to look forward to at the end of each day.
I am also thankful today for 2 very special people who have been holding me up in prayer during my times of hardship. Oddly enough, I would have never imagined these individuals to be such dedicated prayer warriors for ME; I mean, really, I don't even know them that well...but apparently that doesn't matter. And, I honestly can't say there is any greater feeling than knowing that someone else just flat out loves me totally and completely for who I am. People who just radiate Jesus. It's awesome.
One of those people is my dear landlord and the other is a friend who was our music leader this week in revival.
What are you thankful for today?
Big Love,
Sarah
~Hey, God...thanks for remaining so close to me even when I tend to put distance between us. I want to build my relationship with you. I want my thoughts to be Your thoughts. I want to see what You see. I want to feel Your heart beat. Thank you so much for placing Nancy and Dan in my life. I pray that You will use me to be instrumental in someone else's life, just as they have been instrumental in mine. I love You and can't wait to hear from You.
As I mentioned earlier this week, we had revival, and while it wasn't a shoutin', jumpin', hollerin' shindig, it WAS a quiet, peaceful, necessary time of restoration and...revival. :) I don't think it could have been scheduled for any better time, as rough of a week as this was for me, and I'm so thankful that I had something to look forward to at the end of each day.
I am also thankful today for 2 very special people who have been holding me up in prayer during my times of hardship. Oddly enough, I would have never imagined these individuals to be such dedicated prayer warriors for ME; I mean, really, I don't even know them that well...but apparently that doesn't matter. And, I honestly can't say there is any greater feeling than knowing that someone else just flat out loves me totally and completely for who I am. People who just radiate Jesus. It's awesome.
One of those people is my dear landlord and the other is a friend who was our music leader this week in revival.
What are you thankful for today?
Big Love,
Sarah
~Hey, God...thanks for remaining so close to me even when I tend to put distance between us. I want to build my relationship with you. I want my thoughts to be Your thoughts. I want to see what You see. I want to feel Your heart beat. Thank you so much for placing Nancy and Dan in my life. I pray that You will use me to be instrumental in someone else's life, just as they have been instrumental in mine. I love You and can't wait to hear from You.
5.12.2010
What's Up
Sorry I've been slackin' lately on my bloggin'! I've just been taking some time to do some searching lately instead of busying myself with technological toys. :) We've been attending revival each night, and it has been wonderful, let me tell ya.
Um, other than that, not too much happenin' other than a million birthdays, tornadoes, and migraines. :) Oh, and I got fired yesterday from the census! lol...(that's a sarcastic "lol" in case you couldn't tell)...apparently I should have gone to work puking and peeing my pants on the trainer! Oh, well...God must have a change of events rolling around the corner.
Big Love,
Sarah
Um, other than that, not too much happenin' other than a million birthdays, tornadoes, and migraines. :) Oh, and I got fired yesterday from the census! lol...(that's a sarcastic "lol" in case you couldn't tell)...apparently I should have gone to work puking and peeing my pants on the trainer! Oh, well...God must have a change of events rolling around the corner.
Big Love,
Sarah
5.06.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful for my mama. More to come later.
What are you thankful for today???
Big Love,
Sarah
What are you thankful for today???
Big Love,
Sarah
4.29.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful for my dad's drive to always do something fun. It doesn't matter if it has any rhyme or reason; if it's fun, he'll try it.
Running concessions.
Shooting a potato gun.
Bowling on the Wii.
Planting tomatoes in 5 different gardens to see where they grow the best.
Bee keeping. :) Click here to see his fun.
I suuuuuuuuure luv muh daddy, and I sure appreciate his drive to come home after a long day at work and play!
What are you thankful for, today?
Big Love,
Sarah
Running concessions.
Shooting a potato gun.
Bowling on the Wii.
Planting tomatoes in 5 different gardens to see where they grow the best.
Bee keeping. :) Click here to see his fun.
I suuuuuuuuure luv muh daddy, and I sure appreciate his drive to come home after a long day at work and play!
What are you thankful for, today?
Big Love,
Sarah
4.26.2010
4.25.2010
CARE Walk Pics
Sorry it's taken me awhile to get these on here! Hope you're all well!
I hope these pictures will proxy as a reminder to keep Dominic in your prayers. More specifically, please pray that God will continue to intercede and protect him each and every time he "bolts." It's becoming an every day occurrence, and I can't begin to explain how hard our hearts pound and how fast our stomachs crawl into our throats every time he runs out into the road. Today in church I was playing piano, and I just happened to look up and see him running out of the pew. I figured he was just running back to the nursery as he usually does, but when I saw him go past the nursery and head for the stairway, I knew someone better get to chasing him...fast. Thankfully, Dad was in the nursery with Gus and Maya and saw Dom run past the window. Dad rushed out and caught him before he made it out the back door and into the street. And that was just the first instance. He did it again about 10 minutes later.
To tell Dom that a car will hurt him or he will have to go the hospital only brings an ornery grin with lots of laughter. The comprehension just isn't there. So please, please, please throw any extra prayer time his way! ;)
I gave Steph some papers today from the Canine Assistance Rehabilitation and Education Services, so hopefully a therapeutic service dog will be in the works soon. So get ready for some fundraisers, okay?! The service dog is approximately $2,500, but that is SO much cheaper than a hospital bill! :)
Lots of love,
Sarah
I hope these pictures will proxy as a reminder to keep Dominic in your prayers. More specifically, please pray that God will continue to intercede and protect him each and every time he "bolts." It's becoming an every day occurrence, and I can't begin to explain how hard our hearts pound and how fast our stomachs crawl into our throats every time he runs out into the road. Today in church I was playing piano, and I just happened to look up and see him running out of the pew. I figured he was just running back to the nursery as he usually does, but when I saw him go past the nursery and head for the stairway, I knew someone better get to chasing him...fast. Thankfully, Dad was in the nursery with Gus and Maya and saw Dom run past the window. Dad rushed out and caught him before he made it out the back door and into the street. And that was just the first instance. He did it again about 10 minutes later.
To tell Dom that a car will hurt him or he will have to go the hospital only brings an ornery grin with lots of laughter. The comprehension just isn't there. So please, please, please throw any extra prayer time his way! ;)
I gave Steph some papers today from the Canine Assistance Rehabilitation and Education Services, so hopefully a therapeutic service dog will be in the works soon. So get ready for some fundraisers, okay?! The service dog is approximately $2,500, but that is SO much cheaper than a hospital bill! :)
Lots of love,
Sarah
4.21.2010
A Tough Day @ Nana's
Hey, y'all. Hope this post finds you having a magnificently wonderful day. We're a little out of sorts on Sheridan street, today. :)
Dom has been having meltdown after meltdown. Seems to be the norm for him on rainy days, but it never gets easier to accept it as just one of our facts of life. And, today, I'm personally struggling to sit back and watch it all happen.
It's funny because we all have our days that it just hits like a ton of bricks. Mom had a day like this a couple days ago...and I remember Steph had one last week...when it just slapped her right in the face and she wanted to bawl. While I'm certain that Steph has these days far more than any of the rest of us, we all have them. And it hurts. Deep.
I made him sit down to "relax" after he kept reaching for the burner on the stove while Poppy made breakfast. Unfortunately, there wasn't much "relaxing" to it, but rather extraordinarily loud, sharp screams, kicks, and slaps. And that was just the first meltdown of the morning. Since then, I've watched him work his way through about 20 more...with my amazing Mom right by his side, trying her best to calm him, soothe him, and just love him.
And nobody gets it. Nobody gets how he feels. Nobody gets the hurt in Steph's heart. Nobody gets the pain we feel as we watch, time and time again, with no answers. Nobody gets the frustration, the anguish, the exhaustion. Yet...we have to move on. Despite the stares, despite the "oh, there's nothing wrong with him," comments, despite the tears. Move on to what we DO have answers for. Move on to help Dominic and millions of others marching alongside us in this unknown spectrum of Autism.
I have a feeling my mama is gonna sleep rather well tonight. :)
One day at a time,
Sarah
Dom has been having meltdown after meltdown. Seems to be the norm for him on rainy days, but it never gets easier to accept it as just one of our facts of life. And, today, I'm personally struggling to sit back and watch it all happen.
It's funny because we all have our days that it just hits like a ton of bricks. Mom had a day like this a couple days ago...and I remember Steph had one last week...when it just slapped her right in the face and she wanted to bawl. While I'm certain that Steph has these days far more than any of the rest of us, we all have them. And it hurts. Deep.
I made him sit down to "relax" after he kept reaching for the burner on the stove while Poppy made breakfast. Unfortunately, there wasn't much "relaxing" to it, but rather extraordinarily loud, sharp screams, kicks, and slaps. And that was just the first meltdown of the morning. Since then, I've watched him work his way through about 20 more...with my amazing Mom right by his side, trying her best to calm him, soothe him, and just love him.
And nobody gets it. Nobody gets how he feels. Nobody gets the hurt in Steph's heart. Nobody gets the pain we feel as we watch, time and time again, with no answers. Nobody gets the frustration, the anguish, the exhaustion. Yet...we have to move on. Despite the stares, despite the "oh, there's nothing wrong with him," comments, despite the tears. Move on to what we DO have answers for. Move on to help Dominic and millions of others marching alongside us in this unknown spectrum of Autism.
I have a feeling my mama is gonna sleep rather well tonight. :)
One day at a time,
Sarah
4.14.2010
The 100/0 Principle
What is the most effective way to create and sustain great relationships with others? It's The 100/0 Principle: You take full responsibility (the 100) for the relationship, expecting nothing (the 0) in return.
Implementing The 100/0 Principle is not natural for most of us. It takes real commitment to the relationship and a good dose of self-discipline to think, act and give 100 percent.
The 100/0 Principle applies to those people in your life where the relationships are too important to react automatically or judgmentally. Each of us must determine the relationships to which this principle should apply. For most of us, it applies to work associates, customers, suppliers, family and friends.
STEP 1 - Determine what you can do to make the relationship work...then do it. Demonstrate respect and kindness to the other person, whether he/she deserves it or not.
STEP 2 - Do not expect anything in return. Zero, zip, nada.
STEP 3 - Do not allow anything the other person says or does (no matter how annoying!) to affect you. In other words, don't take the bait.
STEP 4 - Be persistent with your graciousness and kindness. Often we give up too soon, especially when others don't respond in kind. Remember to expect nothing in return.
At times (usually few), the relationship can remain challenging, even toxic, despite your 100 percent commitment and self-discipline. When this occurs, you need to avoid being the "Knower" and shift to being the "Learner." Avoid Knower statements/ thoughts like "that won't work," "I'm right, you are wrong," "I know it and you don't," "I'll teach you," "that's just the way it is," "I need to tell you what I know," etc.
Instead use Learner statements/thoughts like "Let me find out what is going on and try to understand the situation," "I could be wrong," "I wonder if there is anything of value here," "I wonder if..." etc. In other words, as a Learner, be curious!
Principle Paradox
This may strike you as strange, but here's the paradox: When you take authentic responsibility for a relationship, more often than not the other person quickly chooses to take responsibility as well. Consequently, the 100/0 relationship quickly transforms into something approaching 100/100. When that occurs, true breakthroughs happen for the individuals involved, their teams, their organizations and their families.
Excerpt from The 100/0 Principle, by Al Ritter
Big Love,
Sarah
Implementing The 100/0 Principle is not natural for most of us. It takes real commitment to the relationship and a good dose of self-discipline to think, act and give 100 percent.
The 100/0 Principle applies to those people in your life where the relationships are too important to react automatically or judgmentally. Each of us must determine the relationships to which this principle should apply. For most of us, it applies to work associates, customers, suppliers, family and friends.
STEP 1 - Determine what you can do to make the relationship work...then do it. Demonstrate respect and kindness to the other person, whether he/she deserves it or not.
STEP 2 - Do not expect anything in return. Zero, zip, nada.
STEP 3 - Do not allow anything the other person says or does (no matter how annoying!) to affect you. In other words, don't take the bait.
STEP 4 - Be persistent with your graciousness and kindness. Often we give up too soon, especially when others don't respond in kind. Remember to expect nothing in return.
At times (usually few), the relationship can remain challenging, even toxic, despite your 100 percent commitment and self-discipline. When this occurs, you need to avoid being the "Knower" and shift to being the "Learner." Avoid Knower statements/ thoughts like "that won't work," "I'm right, you are wrong," "I know it and you don't," "I'll teach you," "that's just the way it is," "I need to tell you what I know," etc.
Instead use Learner statements/thoughts like "Let me find out what is going on and try to understand the situation," "I could be wrong," "I wonder if there is anything of value here," "I wonder if..." etc. In other words, as a Learner, be curious!
Principle Paradox
This may strike you as strange, but here's the paradox: When you take authentic responsibility for a relationship, more often than not the other person quickly chooses to take responsibility as well. Consequently, the 100/0 relationship quickly transforms into something approaching 100/100. When that occurs, true breakthroughs happen for the individuals involved, their teams, their organizations and their families.
Excerpt from The 100/0 Principle, by Al Ritter
Big Love,
Sarah
2 Prayer Requests
1. Gabriel...that his fever will break. Going to Dr. at 1:45 to see what's up.
2. My uncle...in the hospital with serious heart condition...possibly congestive heart failure & enlarged heart.
LOL,
Sarah
2. My uncle...in the hospital with serious heart condition...possibly congestive heart failure & enlarged heart.
LOL,
Sarah
4.10.2010
GO TEAM DOMINIC!!!!!
The CareWALK has arrived! THANK YOU, again, to all of you who have graciously donated towards this cause that is so near and dear to our hearts. And, THANK YOU to those of you who continuously keep Dominic in your prayers...he continues to amaze us every day with his progress.
A full report on the CareWALK and pics to come soon...
Big Love,
Sarah
A full report on the CareWALK and pics to come soon...
Big Love,
Sarah
4.07.2010
4.06.2010
Easter 2010
What a fun Easter we had this year!!! Maya and Gabriel were so much fun...it did my heart well to see them actually "dig in" and get excited about everything. Children are such a blessing.
I kinda had a neat little thing happen on Easter. I got a text from my special 'little brother,' Uzzie, asking me if our church was on 53rd street. I responded, but after many failed attempts at trying to get him to come to church, I've learned not to get my hopes up. :) So you can imagine how I about fell off my piano bench when I looked up from playing "He Lives" to see Uzzie walking into church with his girlfriend, mom, brother & sister! lol
Now, I'm assuming most of you are aware of everything I went thru with this kid...as well as his mama, Yvonne, and siblings, Allister and Destiny. For those of you who don't--well, you can ask and I'll fill u in. lol But, let me just say that the minute I laid eyes on him, all kinds of emotions hit me at once...sadness, anger, happiness, affection, joy, guilt, curiosity, disappointment, gratitude, rage, worry, anxiety, and peace. It was kinda bittersweet, I guess. And, I won't even begin to write about how weird it is for him to see me...with my Sam, my Maya, and my Gus. Or for Sam...to finally meet this family that was such a huge part of my life and partly responsible for who I am, today.
At one point, he was my priority in life...and my head was instantly flooded with memories...the person I spent HOURS on my knees praying for...the hand I held...the hair I combed...the nails I clipped...the medicine I gave...the washcloths I put on his head...the songs I sang...the food I fed...the walks we took...
I could go on for hours. And then one day, it all came to a halting stop. Nonexistence. A huge piece of my life, my time, my love...completely vanished..all ties and all hearts broken.
And though it felt wonderful to see him and his family, my final feeling as I told him goodbye on Sunday was awesome. I actually felt good about life and where I am right now. It's taken me awhile to get to that point. Six years, to be exact. Six years to stop hurting. Six years to stop wanting revenge. Six years to lose the bitterness and anger and regret. Six years to forgive. Six years...and it wasn't even his fault...but he was in the crossfire.
*big sigh* whew, glad I got that all off my chest. :)
Enjoy the Easter pics. I'll get more on the slideshow asap.
Big Love,
Sarah
4.02.2010
National Autism Awareness Day!
Hey everyone! I hope you're wearing your bubbly blue colors today to represent Autism Awareness.
Also, this is your last chance, if you haven't already done so, to sponsor me for my 2-mile Care Walk that will be taking place next week! Those of you who have already signed up and paid...THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME! Those of you who have signed up but haven't paid...please get your $ to me as soon as possible. I will be turning everything in next Wednesday.
Schmitts...THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!
Cartwrights....THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
Betty...THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
Go, Dom, Go!!!!!
~Sarah
4.01.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful for a very special friend. Writing about someone usually doesn't do justice in expressing how you truly feel, but I guess it's worth a shot.
I met her for the first time about 12 years ago but didn't really get to 'know' her until about 5 years ago. I remember sensing her gentle, loving spirit right off the bat...and that has never changed. You know those wonderful friends who you can be with, doing absolutely nothing, and still have the best time ever? Yeah, she's definitely one of those friends. And when I found out she was movin' away?...absolutely killed me...I still remember sittin' on the couch bawlin' like a baby. More than once.
We've cleaned some disgusting toys together, so nasty, in fact, they turned the Clorox water black. :) We've made and sold decorative soap together; that was kinda fun, but I haven't done it since then...I think most of the fun was in doing it with her. We used to exercise together...I haven't done that since then, either...lol jk...yes, I have...but it's no fun without her!!!! :)
Her gift of hospitality is amazing, always making you feel at home the minute you walk into her home. And, trust me; not everyone has that gift. I remember coming home late one evening to a gas leak (natural gas, that is lol), and I called her. Naturally, her immediate response was, "Come on over!" So there I went...to spend the night on a comfy futon.
She's quiet. (I know what you're probably thinking...just hush lol) And I love it...because when she does have something to say, it's always in your best interest to listen. I've learned that when she speaks, it tends to be something of significance and value.
I have to wrap this up because my angels are being brats right now. Hope y'all have a fantastic Thursday...what are you thankful for, today???
Happy early birthday, Carly...I love you tons and miss you like crazy!!!!
Sarah
(PS...Don't forget to wear blue tomorrow (Friday) for Autism Awareness!)
I met her for the first time about 12 years ago but didn't really get to 'know' her until about 5 years ago. I remember sensing her gentle, loving spirit right off the bat...and that has never changed. You know those wonderful friends who you can be with, doing absolutely nothing, and still have the best time ever? Yeah, she's definitely one of those friends. And when I found out she was movin' away?...absolutely killed me...I still remember sittin' on the couch bawlin' like a baby. More than once.
We've cleaned some disgusting toys together, so nasty, in fact, they turned the Clorox water black. :) We've made and sold decorative soap together; that was kinda fun, but I haven't done it since then...I think most of the fun was in doing it with her. We used to exercise together...I haven't done that since then, either...lol jk...yes, I have...but it's no fun without her!!!! :)
Her gift of hospitality is amazing, always making you feel at home the minute you walk into her home. And, trust me; not everyone has that gift. I remember coming home late one evening to a gas leak (natural gas, that is lol), and I called her. Naturally, her immediate response was, "Come on over!" So there I went...to spend the night on a comfy futon.
She's quiet. (I know what you're probably thinking...just hush lol) And I love it...because when she does have something to say, it's always in your best interest to listen. I've learned that when she speaks, it tends to be something of significance and value.
I have to wrap this up because my angels are being brats right now. Hope y'all have a fantastic Thursday...what are you thankful for, today???
Happy early birthday, Carly...I love you tons and miss you like crazy!!!!
Sarah
(PS...Don't forget to wear blue tomorrow (Friday) for Autism Awareness!)
3.30.2010
Maya's 1st Trip to the Dentist
I've said for the past 8 years that going to the gynecologist beats going to the dentist any day. Some of you may completely disagree, and that's okay. Some of you may just keep quiet, as you don't know what it's like to have a "girly" appointment, and that's okay, too. Just trust me. :)
I absolutely HATE going to the dentist with every single ounce of my being. HATE IT. Thankfully, that harsh apprehension hasn't fallen upon Maya, yet. Although she was a little uncomfortable, she was trooper, just as I expected.
Maya was dead set against laying down in the chair. She was fine as long as she could sit up...so her ultimate position ended with Mommy and Dr. Frazier sitting in chairs, face-to-face, with Maya's legs straddled around Mommy and her body laying down on Dr. Frazier's lap. :) And the technology...totally makes me jealous. Each chair has a flat screen on the ceiling, and Maya was given a choice of what she wanted to watch. Of course, she chose Dora, the "Explore Or" lol...however, she wouldn't put the headphones on, so she just watched in silence. :)
Dr. Frazier was able to convince Maya that "Swiper" was in her mouth and needed to be "scared away," so finally Maya decided open her mouth and Dr. Frazier had her fingers in there doing the job before Maya even knew what was going on. This was one time that I was actually GLAD she takes after her dad's tv habit, as she totally got "lost" in watching Dora.
Although they weren't successful at convincing Maya to let them clean her teeth (when asked, she boldly stated, "Absolutely NOT!"), they were able to "count her teeth" and put some enamel strengthener on...and the end result??? MAYA IS IN THE "NO SUGAR BUG CLUB!!!"
You can see her name as soon as they get it posted on the No Sugar Bug Club website!
Hope you're all well!
Big Love,
Sarah
I absolutely HATE going to the dentist with every single ounce of my being. HATE IT. Thankfully, that harsh apprehension hasn't fallen upon Maya, yet. Although she was a little uncomfortable, she was trooper, just as I expected.
Maya was dead set against laying down in the chair. She was fine as long as she could sit up...so her ultimate position ended with Mommy and Dr. Frazier sitting in chairs, face-to-face, with Maya's legs straddled around Mommy and her body laying down on Dr. Frazier's lap. :) And the technology...totally makes me jealous. Each chair has a flat screen on the ceiling, and Maya was given a choice of what she wanted to watch. Of course, she chose Dora, the "Explore Or" lol...however, she wouldn't put the headphones on, so she just watched in silence. :)
Dr. Frazier was able to convince Maya that "Swiper" was in her mouth and needed to be "scared away," so finally Maya decided open her mouth and Dr. Frazier had her fingers in there doing the job before Maya even knew what was going on. This was one time that I was actually GLAD she takes after her dad's tv habit, as she totally got "lost" in watching Dora.
Although they weren't successful at convincing Maya to let them clean her teeth (when asked, she boldly stated, "Absolutely NOT!"), they were able to "count her teeth" and put some enamel strengthener on...and the end result??? MAYA IS IN THE "NO SUGAR BUG CLUB!!!"
You can see her name as soon as they get it posted on the No Sugar Bug Club website!
Hope you're all well!
Big Love,
Sarah
3.25.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful for Creation. I'm thankful for the sun and the moon and the earth and the stars. I'm thankful that I serve a God with some mad art skills. ;) And, I'm thankful for opportunities like tonight when he allows us to see a glimpse of his marvelous work.
So, what's tonight? Tonight is the last chance we have, until 2012, to see the planet Mars. :) From what I understand (which is very little lol), if you look at the moon, the bright star right next to the moon is Mars. And, on Monday, the bright star next to the moon will be the ringed planet, Saturn! :)
Pretty cool stuff, huh? What are you thankful for, today?
Big Love,
Sarah
So, what's tonight? Tonight is the last chance we have, until 2012, to see the planet Mars. :) From what I understand (which is very little lol), if you look at the moon, the bright star right next to the moon is Mars. And, on Monday, the bright star next to the moon will be the ringed planet, Saturn! :)
Pretty cool stuff, huh? What are you thankful for, today?
Big Love,
Sarah
3.24.2010
Pray for Kate Today!!!
Have you ever heard the song "Beautiful" by Kari Jobe? Oh my. Love it.
Okay, guys. Today is a really really big day for little Kate, who I've been asking you to keep in your prayers. She has an MRI at 3:00 to reveal what has happened so far since she's had treatment. I'm strongly urging you to keep her in your prayers as she undergoes this MRI, that God will be ever so close to her. Don't forget her mama and daddy, Holly & Aaron, and her siblings, Olivia & Will. Can you imagine the anxiety? Pray for nothing less than a miracle!
You may be thinking, "Sarah...why do you care about all this? You're blessed beyond measure with two precious little angels, so why worry yourself with Kyrie and Kate and Sicily and whoever else you don't know?" You're right. I am. But so are you...and you know what? You should be right along with me in this journey, even though it's not our fight, and even though we don't know them. It's our obligation and privilege, as brothers and sisters in Christ with Holly, Aaron, Patrick, and Kerry, to lift up one another in prayer.
I care because I've tried to put myself in Lacie's & Holly's & Kerry's shoes (although it can't even begin to come close to what they're actually feeling), and I know that if my sweet Maya was diagnosed next month with any form of cancer--treatable or untreatable--I would be completely devastated. I can only imagine that the two sources of my strength would be my Jesus and my prayer warriors.
And here is another reason I care. I'm pretty sure all of you are aware of my issues with anxiety. And, you may or may not know that my absolute biggest fear and stimulation of anxiety is death. I can't bear the thought of it. I can't even begin to fabricate not being able to see Maya and Gabriel grow up...or the thought of them not knowing me as their mama. It literally scares me to death and sends me into outrageous attacks. Until recently.
God has a funny way of revealing things to us, sometimes. I, too, have questioned my interest in Kyrie, Kate, and Sicily. But I have slowly come to realize that every time I start freaking myself out about dying, my thoughts immediately go to these three girls, 2 of which are in Heaven now...and I think, "Wow! She's with Jesus! And...I don't want to go right now, but if God chooses to take me I will get to meet her! And if she was brave enough to face death...then so can I."
Aberrant, maybe. But it works. And I don't think it's just by some 'chance' that I've learned about these sweet lives. I think God has intentionally brought me (AND YOU) into these lives so we can pray for them and build them up, as well as see how He miraculously works in ways we can't even grasp.
Don't forget to pray for Kate. 3:00.
Big Love,
Sarah
Okay, guys. Today is a really really big day for little Kate, who I've been asking you to keep in your prayers. She has an MRI at 3:00 to reveal what has happened so far since she's had treatment. I'm strongly urging you to keep her in your prayers as she undergoes this MRI, that God will be ever so close to her. Don't forget her mama and daddy, Holly & Aaron, and her siblings, Olivia & Will. Can you imagine the anxiety? Pray for nothing less than a miracle!
You may be thinking, "Sarah...why do you care about all this? You're blessed beyond measure with two precious little angels, so why worry yourself with Kyrie and Kate and Sicily and whoever else you don't know?" You're right. I am. But so are you...and you know what? You should be right along with me in this journey, even though it's not our fight, and even though we don't know them. It's our obligation and privilege, as brothers and sisters in Christ with Holly, Aaron, Patrick, and Kerry, to lift up one another in prayer.
I care because I've tried to put myself in Lacie's & Holly's & Kerry's shoes (although it can't even begin to come close to what they're actually feeling), and I know that if my sweet Maya was diagnosed next month with any form of cancer--treatable or untreatable--I would be completely devastated. I can only imagine that the two sources of my strength would be my Jesus and my prayer warriors.
And here is another reason I care. I'm pretty sure all of you are aware of my issues with anxiety. And, you may or may not know that my absolute biggest fear and stimulation of anxiety is death. I can't bear the thought of it. I can't even begin to fabricate not being able to see Maya and Gabriel grow up...or the thought of them not knowing me as their mama. It literally scares me to death and sends me into outrageous attacks. Until recently.
God has a funny way of revealing things to us, sometimes. I, too, have questioned my interest in Kyrie, Kate, and Sicily. But I have slowly come to realize that every time I start freaking myself out about dying, my thoughts immediately go to these three girls, 2 of which are in Heaven now...and I think, "Wow! She's with Jesus! And...I don't want to go right now, but if God chooses to take me I will get to meet her! And if she was brave enough to face death...then so can I."
Aberrant, maybe. But it works. And I don't think it's just by some 'chance' that I've learned about these sweet lives. I think God has intentionally brought me (AND YOU) into these lives so we can pray for them and build them up, as well as see how He miraculously works in ways we can't even grasp.
Don't forget to pray for Kate. 3:00.
Big Love,
Sarah
3.23.2010
Another sweet angel in Heaven...
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sicilyevelynzeka
Please keep the Zekas in your prayers.
Big Love,
Sarah
Please keep the Zekas in your prayers.
Big Love,
Sarah
Go, Kyrie, Go!
For those of you who missed the news yesterday at 11 a.m., here is the link to see the interview with Lacie (Kyrie's mom) and Megan (Kyrie's aunt).
http://www.kake.com/video/?autoStart=true&topVideoCatNo=default&clipId=4640814&flvUri=&partnerclipid=
http://www.kake.com/video/?autoStart=true&topVideoCatNo=default&clipId=4640814&flvUri=&partnerclipid=
FYI
There will be a group of us attending the Saturday evening performance of At the Cross. If you are interested in going, we are meeting at the church at 5:30 p.m. I have 20 tickets so please let me know if you are interested. There is no charge. Childcare is available.
(Pssst...just a little side note...this show is awesome, and I would strongly encourage you to go! If you can't make it Saturday night, you can go Thursday, Friday, or Sunday. All shows begin at 7 p.m., and doors open at 5 p.m. Make sure you get there early enough to get a seat!)
Big Love,
Sarah
(Pssst...just a little side note...this show is awesome, and I would strongly encourage you to go! If you can't make it Saturday night, you can go Thursday, Friday, or Sunday. All shows begin at 7 p.m., and doors open at 5 p.m. Make sure you get there early enough to get a seat!)
Big Love,
Sarah
3.22.2010
VBS Help
As last year, Sam is directing our summer VBS program. One of our obstacles is always finances...so it seems like we never are able to put something on like it actually supposed to be done. Does that make sense? Or am I totally just speaking jibberish? lol sala mala!
AAAAAAAAAnyway, this year we have a really exciting theme, "Deep Sea Adventure," and I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to make it awesome for the kids. I told Sam last night, "Sam...everything red needs to become blue." And if you know our sanctuary...that's going to be a huge task all by itself. :)
So...my question to you, my favorite blog readers, is: any fundraising ideas??? Keep in mind, we have an older congregation, so a car wash probably isn't going to work for us. :)
Thank you for your help and suggestions!!!!!!
Lots of Love,
Sarah
AAAAAAAAAnyway, this year we have a really exciting theme, "Deep Sea Adventure," and I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to make it awesome for the kids. I told Sam last night, "Sam...everything red needs to become blue." And if you know our sanctuary...that's going to be a huge task all by itself. :)
So...my question to you, my favorite blog readers, is: any fundraising ideas??? Keep in mind, we have an older congregation, so a car wash probably isn't going to work for us. :)
Thank you for your help and suggestions!!!!!!
Lots of Love,
Sarah
3.18.2010
Thankful Thursday
Today I'm thankful my "homes." HomeS? Yes, that wasn't a typo.
I'm thankful for my first home where I grew up and shared a room with Steph for 23 years. A tiny, 2-bedroom, 1 bath house, with an abundance of love, protection, and laughs. Still a place to simply walk in without knocking, raid the fridge, kick my shoes off and feel good. :)
I'm thankful for Grandma Luna's, my 2nd home away from home, probably where I spent the majority of my adolescent years. Lots of love, protection, and laughs. And yes, to this day, still a place to simply walk in without knocking, raid the fridge, kick off my shoes and feel good. :)
I'm thankful for Grandma V's, where I'm sitting right now with Maya and Gus...a place where I just simply walked in without knocking, raided the ridge, kicked off my shoes and found a note, "Gone to Walmart." :) Gotta love her. Lots of love, protection, and laughs abounding in this home, too.
Isn't that awesome? Just to know you have somewhere to go. No matter what.
And my Heavenly home...man, I can't even fathom what it will be like. But, I do know it will be a place I'll never want to leave.
What are you thankful for, today?
One day at a time,
Sarah
I'm thankful for my first home where I grew up and shared a room with Steph for 23 years. A tiny, 2-bedroom, 1 bath house, with an abundance of love, protection, and laughs. Still a place to simply walk in without knocking, raid the fridge, kick my shoes off and feel good. :)
I'm thankful for Grandma Luna's, my 2nd home away from home, probably where I spent the majority of my adolescent years. Lots of love, protection, and laughs. And yes, to this day, still a place to simply walk in without knocking, raid the fridge, kick off my shoes and feel good. :)
I'm thankful for Grandma V's, where I'm sitting right now with Maya and Gus...a place where I just simply walked in without knocking, raided the ridge, kicked off my shoes and found a note, "Gone to Walmart." :) Gotta love her. Lots of love, protection, and laughs abounding in this home, too.
Isn't that awesome? Just to know you have somewhere to go. No matter what.
And my Heavenly home...man, I can't even fathom what it will be like. But, I do know it will be a place I'll never want to leave.
What are you thankful for, today?
One day at a time,
Sarah
3.14.2010
1 more is Up There!
Has anyone ever told you something that literally made you ill? You know, being hit with a ton of bricks...that feeling of a deep, empty pit...yet you feel like you could vomit for days...
I remember having this feeling on several occasions, that aren't necessarily pleasant memories but good life lessons...one of which was the day I busted my ex-bf cheating on me...another time being when I found out I was pregnant with Maya...not to mention the day I told my parents they'd be having another grandbaby.
Unfortunately, I experienced this feeling today less than 1 minute after I stepped into the church. And, to be quite honest, I didn't think such news would really get to me the way it did. Today, I found out that a very special person in my heart passed away last night. And, I know it may seem weird; she was an older lady who actually lived in New Mexico that I probably saw less than 6 times my entire life. In fact, I couldn't even tell you the last time I saw her, or even spoke to her. But it certainly hit me...like a punch right in my gut. Because she had a special influence on my life, and held a special place in my heart...even more than I realized.
Please just do me a favor this week, and keep Wanda and Norman and another Norman in your prayers. It doesn't matter that you don't know them or their specific needs...just pray that their spirits will be lifted, encouraged, and built up.
One day at a time,
Sarah
I remember having this feeling on several occasions, that aren't necessarily pleasant memories but good life lessons...one of which was the day I busted my ex-bf cheating on me...another time being when I found out I was pregnant with Maya...not to mention the day I told my parents they'd be having another grandbaby.
Unfortunately, I experienced this feeling today less than 1 minute after I stepped into the church. And, to be quite honest, I didn't think such news would really get to me the way it did. Today, I found out that a very special person in my heart passed away last night. And, I know it may seem weird; she was an older lady who actually lived in New Mexico that I probably saw less than 6 times my entire life. In fact, I couldn't even tell you the last time I saw her, or even spoke to her. But it certainly hit me...like a punch right in my gut. Because she had a special influence on my life, and held a special place in my heart...even more than I realized.
Please just do me a favor this week, and keep Wanda and Norman and another Norman in your prayers. It doesn't matter that you don't know them or their specific needs...just pray that their spirits will be lifted, encouraged, and built up.
One day at a time,
Sarah
~In sweet memory of Dolores~
3.12.2010
We Need You.
I need sponsors for the Autism CARE Walk. I have 1 sponsor. Wait, let me say that again...
I HAVE 1 SPONSOR. ONE. UNO.
That means I NEED YOU!!! Dom needs you!!!
One day at a time,
Sarah
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